ArtMetal

No need for drawing abilities when you can produce roses like that. I disagree that you don't have God given artist ability. You work with what you are given and develop that. Everyone makes mistakes and experiments. When you look at real flowers to produce your roses, in the artist world, they call it a 'Study'. How else does one learn? Haven't you ever seen paintings of bowls of fruit? the artist does not see the fruit in their head, it's right in front of them tempting them to eat a grape before the painting is finished.

Keep going with what you know and it will lead you where you need to be.
Paula
Guthrie, MN