Vendors and being late.

I hope I am reading the promise date wrong. A whole week after I placed my order. A pile of steel balls. I was sitting around waiting for the delivery today, and I reread the promise date. It was for today. and now it is too late to call them. That means I am a week behind. That means I have to send 30 emails of sincerest apologies. That means my iCal calandar is all off by one week and I have to redo all the entries. Most of all, it means that I am still not caught up. I have been so behind, working so hard to catch up, and here I am even further behind. Damn. Sometimes you try so hard and it still just keeps screwing up. I was pushing the long delivery time with my customers already. And now it is going to be longer. I feel like an ass. They are the best steel balls around, and this never happens. I can't be mad at them. I should order my materials in a more timely manner I suppose. But the money for the materials always materializes right before. It always works in the nick of time. I suppose I lost the gamble this time. I just wish I could call them to find out for sure. Now I have to sit and wallow in it all night...

QuiQue's picture

No need to wallow

Alex, you know well that you are really not behind in your orders. You are exactly on track! You just think that you are behind and that thought pushes you to work faster and do more. But actually, if you were to accept the flow of your work, and realize that everything is in balance, you will not only be more productive, but happier with yourself and your business. I know I have in the past allowed the "deadlines" to push my life. And I have recently realized that I really do not need to be "pushed" to accomplish my work. Once I let go of this concept, I feel better about myself and the world around me.

So don't wallow. Enjoy the free time you are getting from the delayed order. I'm sure there is lots of stuff you can do to keep you plenty busy.

BTW, I really like the picture of yourself you have on your profile. You're a cutie! Smile

QuiQue


Alex in Welderland's picture

Thanks QuiQue. And you are

Thanks QuiQue. And you are absolutely right. I forget. Need someone to tell me. Time off is really important. I woke up this morning positively giddy. I have off until Monday. That is a whole 5 days! And as I have a written schedule for my orders that I look at every day, I am able to shift it around and stay on track. AND I have 5 days off to rest and rework my studio, which I have wanted to do for so long (get all the moldy stuff out of there). So now I am quite pleased at this turn of events. I realized how exhausted I was from the past few weeks of working out new ways of going about the finishes (along with the zillion other things of course).

Taking a break, even from what you love, allows you to gather new energy to put into the work. This is a very valuable contribution to the creative process. Creativity seems to be cyclical in nature, and when we just stay on one path it seems to drain the creative cup. Filling it, doing nothing, has a value that we do not give enough creedence to.

Rest. Step back. Enjoy. Let the cup fill back up. It is all good.

And I get a surprise studio cleaning vacation! Yee ha!